Wat is Sucess?

Read Kw's Blog for the 1st time.
Great job i must say.
Impressed, proud of him.
At the same time feeling very depressed.
People ard me seems to see life deeper than i do,
that wisdom... so envious to see others possess it, and yet sends a wave of terror in me.

why do i feel this way?
i really dun like it..
a under acheiver..
very fustrated.

What is Life?
How can i be Sucessful?
Wat is success?
What is considered successful?
people alway say.. money izzit everything. being rich duzin mean ur successful.
people say: Being contented, is successful.
people say: Success is a personal concept kind of thingy.
but up till now, the society only take success = money/wealth.

Once, during a conversation with a friend, he mentioned that he dun think i can "make it"..
so the main point is: Wat is defined as "make it"?

somehow this tot also brings me to another question.
What is friend?
Are my boys my friends?
Are my army campmates my friends?
Are my schl mates my friends?
Why are some people say that: to build a good relationship with ur child, u have to be their friends 1st.
So wat is defined as a friend?
if a friend is somebody who u shares ur joy and sadness, den what abt those backstabbers/betrayers.
a friend wan something from u, so does a backstabber.
both people have a similiar motive, so can we term both people as friends?
can a friendship be single sided?

What are the answers to these questions? Who can really justify these answers?
Even if Justified, but by wat/who's standard?
how do we know if that person's standard is correct?

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Exams, Work, BB Projects, Personal Projects and Bloggings.

Many things to look into.
The various projects and tasks that i need to fulfil.
Suddenly i question myself," Why do i do all these things?"
I'm lost.
I've lost my passion for Christ.
I'm confused.
I need help.
Where and Who can help me?
I no longer love my family..
Why?
Why izzit there any feeling anymore?
What's left behind is a feeling of emptiness.
Can't be bothered.
Tired.

Mayb i'm escaping.
Mayb I am.

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