It's been long my dear friends...

Greetings to all my friends and fans out there.

It's been long since i blogged.

realised that i have lots of ppl reading my blog, especially my kids in sch.

 

So, let's begin with some updates.

I have just started on my Certificate in Multimedia course this month. Pretty excited abt it. Learning new skills and tips from the pros themself.

Learning is a never-ending process in our lives, the only difference is, how useful will it be to us.

Hope to take up a designing degree in La salle in 2 years time.

 

Working is still hectic or even more then before.

20hrs of lessons a week has left me breathless everyday. still trying to adapt to the new long hours for this term.

Many new problems and adapting issues with the recent events such as H1N1, new principal, new colleagues and new workspace.

Moved to Garage as I do not wan to cause any commotion in the Staff room. I can get very crazy and loud most of the time.

The change in the new working environment made me realised that I have lots of stuffs since I came to the sch.

I think my co-worker, Aril, is shocked to see my place so messy and stuffs lying all over. Can't blame a creative for having a messy style rite. =P

 

Over this period of depress and low self-esteem, I met someone who have changed my life.

I found new bearing to my life's directions and path. To become a designer, to become a Creative.

I also fell in love with Mac and i plan to get one for myself, to equip myself for my new goal in life.

now trying to get used to the Mac interface, so i loan one to tryout.

My verdict? It's cool. The design is fabulous. This machine is indeed designed for better user experience.

Not really gd for the students, cos of price and compatibility issues with school computers, which requires the kids to possess a certain level of tech-savyness to overcome; a qualty that my students do not have.

Hope i can own a mac by Sept this year.

 

Well, there is still much to be done.

Enjoy the rest of ur weekends everyone.

Gd nite.

Using Contribute on Mac

It's been long since I blogged.

Haven really have time to blog and record.

It's surprising to see that many of my students in school have actually read my blog. mayb it's time, depending on whether this program, Contribute CS3, acutally works with this blog account.

 

will blog more if this works out.

Long neglected Blog

So sorry to my fans out there. have not been updating due to the long hours that i have been spending in school doing nonsense staff, trying to escape from reality.

My brother recently "disowned" me. reason being that, he doesn't love me as much a brother would, and thus our brotherhood dissolved.

heartbroken and beaten, i could only drag myself each day to work, trying to move on. know that i should not be down and all, words of encouragement izzin helping. No longer i can say that i'm proud to have u as my brother, a part of me died along with our brotherhood. This incident have further concluded my prediction to my own life and destiny. The lone wolf shall continue with his life walking, with the full moon as his only companion.

Time to get back to work.

May all of you peeps out there live a better life then me.

The calling…. from SAF

received a letter from the army today. It was regarding my reservice unit and date.

I’m officially assigned to 740GDS. For a moment, my hopes of not getting involved in army was trashed, but yet that feeling was very short lived. Soon I was logging on to the NSportal and getting ready for the ICT.

Kinda early, but still, i need to get updated and prepare for wat’s coming. Since i can’t change it, might as well get ready for it, to live through it at the best i can.

New Year New stories…

Many changes to come.

In need of rest.

suffering from aching biceps, deprived of sleep, plenty of work to be completed.

Planning to take a break from all this.

Mayb i should go on a short holiday at malaysia.

visit my relatives.

Mayb...

Yesterday was rushing report like mad, but din manage to finish, only finished the framework.

den brought Wei Chang to the school gym.

Well, it's his 1st time in the school's gym, he pretty much wanna try everything.

Gd thing i learnt a thing or two from books and previous gym-ing sessions.

Taught him a game i learnt from Alex, it's called the "bell press" i think.

He seem to enjoy it. we'r starting real slow, letting him build up strength.

Hmm, will plan a simple routine for him and gonna learn more fun games from Alex and Amos to teach WeiChang. hahaha..

Den rushed to my main office for an promotion interview.

Gonna skip the details. Let just say that i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

After that I went to Orchard to meet up with Alex to sign up for gym membership.

Visited my brother at the SGB booth.

He happens to be on duty on Orchard Main Box.

Finally met Jaryl for dinner at Sakae Sushi. We ate to our tummy's content.

Yum. 

We also had Cup Walker's Bubble tea. Wow, their Hazelnut Chocolate milk tea is OMG GOOD!

Very explosive. Power~!

Finishing my reports now.

Gonna go on a half day off later. 

Going home 1st for a nap den accompany my lil brother, Benedict, to beach road.

Rush Hour

came back from a extremely long meeting.

left with 3 hours to finish my reports.

this is a mad rush.

Got plenty of lesson plans to finish also.

Need to finish a 20min video clip for 51st coy also, deadline is near.

need to discuss course plans with external vendor ASAP.

many things  to do, so  lil time.

all last min.

I love my job.

Slack

In School now, planning to go the gym later. 

Went to Sim Lim to buy a 2gb RAM for my pathetic laptop. hopefully after this upgrade, i can do my video editing on the laptop instead of my computer. 

Den went to SITEX to make a quick purchase on a bunch of software tutorials.

Pretty boring.

Went home without dinner. famished, had cravings for western, so i went hunting for western food stalls. Sadly, the nice ones close before 11pm.

Today's plan would be to finish my bi-monthly report for my dreaded company.

Dun really feel like doing it, but no choice.

Lost

So many things happened.
So many things to blog abt.
So lost for words.
Love life - a Mess.
Work life - too lazy to do anything abt it.
Family life - spending too lil time at home.
Personal life - I wanna slp...

so that pretty much concludes all that has happened recently.
kinda long to write everything here, probably will bore most of whosoever that reads this blog.
dun even know if anybody reads it anymore.
the skin is kinda old.
the entries are boring, pretty much like my life.
the whole thing is pretty much a failure, like myself.

That's all for today.
should start to blog more often...

Screwed up life..

Why does my life have to be in such a mess?
it's painful.
to think that this will never happen to me, but it has..
I can't stop thinking abt u, yet i can't let her down..
it's so complicated, yet it seems so easy.
a part of me tells me to end this quickly, get it over and done with, hurting one party now will be better den everyone suffer.
while another part of me tells me that i cannot hurt her anymore. enough is enough, i have hurt her enough. I'm so trapped..
i can't let go of both of u...
I'm really not a good man. please, both of u, stay far away from me...
i'll only hurt both of u...
I dun want to....

help...

In need of a break...

work work work.
Have been making new friends to widen my social circle.
Really haven been doing my work...
lots of things have piled up..
must be the holiday season..
need to really take a break from the world.
need to go somewhere without the city, without technology, without humans, without sins...
so tired with the life that i'm having...
seviourly abused by people in the school.
I'm only getting 1500, and i'm working 2 people job.
I mean i can help u as a favour, but if u take me for granted, den u will be in deep shit.
Gotta learn to reject...

got these feelings again..
somebody kept coming into my mind..
and I start to mind how she thinks abt me..
I'm afraid that i'm falling into the deadly trap of love again..
But rite now i know i can't give her happiness, yet i wanna hold onto her..
the selfishness of man..
Gotta stop all these...
Self control...

To that somebody:
I can't stop myself thinking of u.
I can't help but wonder if ur ok every now and then.
I can't stop wondering how u feel about me.