Long neglected Blog

So sorry to my fans out there. have not been updating due to the long hours that i have been spending in school doing nonsense staff, trying to escape from reality.

My brother recently "disowned" me. reason being that, he doesn't love me as much a brother would, and thus our brotherhood dissolved.

heartbroken and beaten, i could only drag myself each day to work, trying to move on. know that i should not be down and all, words of encouragement izzin helping. No longer i can say that i'm proud to have u as my brother, a part of me died along with our brotherhood. This incident have further concluded my prediction to my own life and destiny. The lone wolf shall continue with his life walking, with the full moon as his only companion.

Time to get back to work.

May all of you peeps out there live a better life then me.

The calling…. from SAF

received a letter from the army today. It was regarding my reservice unit and date.

I’m officially assigned to 740GDS. For a moment, my hopes of not getting involved in army was trashed, but yet that feeling was very short lived. Soon I was logging on to the NSportal and getting ready for the ICT.

Kinda early, but still, i need to get updated and prepare for wat’s coming. Since i can’t change it, might as well get ready for it, to live through it at the best i can.

New Year New stories…

Many changes to come.

In need of rest.

suffering from aching biceps, deprived of sleep, plenty of work to be completed.

Planning to take a break from all this.

Mayb i should go on a short holiday at malaysia.

visit my relatives.

Mayb...

Yesterday was rushing report like mad, but din manage to finish, only finished the framework.

den brought Wei Chang to the school gym.

Well, it's his 1st time in the school's gym, he pretty much wanna try everything.

Gd thing i learnt a thing or two from books and previous gym-ing sessions.

Taught him a game i learnt from Alex, it's called the "bell press" i think.

He seem to enjoy it. we'r starting real slow, letting him build up strength.

Hmm, will plan a simple routine for him and gonna learn more fun games from Alex and Amos to teach WeiChang. hahaha..

Den rushed to my main office for an promotion interview.

Gonna skip the details. Let just say that i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

After that I went to Orchard to meet up with Alex to sign up for gym membership.

Visited my brother at the SGB booth.

He happens to be on duty on Orchard Main Box.

Finally met Jaryl for dinner at Sakae Sushi. We ate to our tummy's content.

Yum. 

We also had Cup Walker's Bubble tea. Wow, their Hazelnut Chocolate milk tea is OMG GOOD!

Very explosive. Power~!

Finishing my reports now.

Gonna go on a half day off later. 

Going home 1st for a nap den accompany my lil brother, Benedict, to beach road.

Rush Hour

came back from a extremely long meeting.

left with 3 hours to finish my reports.

this is a mad rush.

Got plenty of lesson plans to finish also.

Need to finish a 20min video clip for 51st coy also, deadline is near.

need to discuss course plans with external vendor ASAP.

many things  to do, so  lil time.

all last min.

I love my job.

Slack

In School now, planning to go the gym later. 

Went to Sim Lim to buy a 2gb RAM for my pathetic laptop. hopefully after this upgrade, i can do my video editing on the laptop instead of my computer. 

Den went to SITEX to make a quick purchase on a bunch of software tutorials.

Pretty boring.

Went home without dinner. famished, had cravings for western, so i went hunting for western food stalls. Sadly, the nice ones close before 11pm.

Today's plan would be to finish my bi-monthly report for my dreaded company.

Dun really feel like doing it, but no choice.

Lost

So many things happened.
So many things to blog abt.
So lost for words.
Love life - a Mess.
Work life - too lazy to do anything abt it.
Family life - spending too lil time at home.
Personal life - I wanna slp...

so that pretty much concludes all that has happened recently.
kinda long to write everything here, probably will bore most of whosoever that reads this blog.
dun even know if anybody reads it anymore.
the skin is kinda old.
the entries are boring, pretty much like my life.
the whole thing is pretty much a failure, like myself.

That's all for today.
should start to blog more often...

Screwed up life..

Why does my life have to be in such a mess?
it's painful.
to think that this will never happen to me, but it has..
I can't stop thinking abt u, yet i can't let her down..
it's so complicated, yet it seems so easy.
a part of me tells me to end this quickly, get it over and done with, hurting one party now will be better den everyone suffer.
while another part of me tells me that i cannot hurt her anymore. enough is enough, i have hurt her enough. I'm so trapped..
i can't let go of both of u...
I'm really not a good man. please, both of u, stay far away from me...
i'll only hurt both of u...
I dun want to....

help...

In need of a break...

work work work.
Have been making new friends to widen my social circle.
Really haven been doing my work...
lots of things have piled up..
must be the holiday season..
need to really take a break from the world.
need to go somewhere without the city, without technology, without humans, without sins...
so tired with the life that i'm having...
seviourly abused by people in the school.
I'm only getting 1500, and i'm working 2 people job.
I mean i can help u as a favour, but if u take me for granted, den u will be in deep shit.
Gotta learn to reject...

got these feelings again..
somebody kept coming into my mind..
and I start to mind how she thinks abt me..
I'm afraid that i'm falling into the deadly trap of love again..
But rite now i know i can't give her happiness, yet i wanna hold onto her..
the selfishness of man..
Gotta stop all these...
Self control...

To that somebody:
I can't stop myself thinking of u.
I can't help but wonder if ur ok every now and then.
I can't stop wondering how u feel about me.

Latest Bubble Tea Craze!!!!

It's been a long while after the bubble tea craze in singapore has died down.
But just over the weekend, a brand new flavor and trend is born!

Presenting the BUBBLE TEA CURD~



Made from ordinary milk tea, which is left over the weekend, and corn-starch pearls, topped with chemically treated syrup to add a fruity twist to the drink. This brand new drink is sure to keep you occupied at home or in the hospital for weeks. The perfect way to spend your school holidays.

The creator of this wonderful drink is none other than Mr Elkan from Christ Church Secondary School. Last friday, he accidentally left his honeydew bubble tea, unopened, in the office and went home. By Monday when he came back to office and Tada~ he found Bubble tea curd!
And that's how this amazing drink was discovered.

end...

New monitor

It's been long since I blogged.
was working on lots of things lately.
Students, tuition, projects, competition and counselling.
so life is like really packed for me..
getting a long real fine with the teachers quite well.
so are rather close, while the others are just fine.
I think one of the teachers, dun really like me.
Mayb i'm too close to the other female teachers...
Haiz.. can't really please everyone...
mayb i should just stay away from all of them.

anyway, i just gt a 22" LCD monitor for myself.
It's real BIG i tell u.
and very bright too.. kinda glaring.

Well, over and out for now.